Day 30: Face The Fear

I'm a girl who knows exactly how it feels to be frightened, anxious, nervous, scared, horrified, terrified... Whatever the term, you name it.

I know I am a coward.. yes I am.. Being brave is sometimes out of my grasp. Sometimes it's not something very fearful. Sometimes it's just something I never do, never hear, never see, never feel. It's just a new thing, and yeah it's a bit scary for me.

I have done so many 'scary' things and turned out to be just fine. But every time I have to face it for the first time, every time the anxiety comes.

I know, somehow, I will be just fine. It's the ugly feeling that kills me. I lose my faith bit by bit. And if I finally face the fear, I'd be grateful for being brave although the fear had to haunt me first.

It's only two days away and I'm preparing myself. I'm trying to ditch the fear, forget what those people has been said and done to me, and get myself ready to be surprised.

Come to me, fear. I'm a coward, but I'm so ready to face you.




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