I'm sooooo sick of this digital life. It's overrated and I have to get my life back. SEE YA.

21st Thing: A Recipe

I am currently in love with Nutella. It's been like forever since my last Nutella, so when I finally bought a jar, I was (and still am) head over heels... :P

This past 2 weeks I always had a slice of toast with Nutella on top of it for breakfast. Heaven. :D

I got some Nutella recipes everywhere but I really want to try this recipe out. It's simple but it seems very decadent and heart-warming... (also mood-boosting, hahaha)

Reblogged from this great site, Big City, Little Kitchen, here's The Ultimate Nutella Hot Chocolate recipe.

• 1 cup whole milk (feel free to substitute skim, rice, almond, etc)
• 3 tb Nutella or other chocolate-hazelnut spread
• 1 cinnamon stick
• 1 tsp high-quality cocoa powder
• 1 or more marshmallows
• pinch of espresso powder (optional)

In a heavy-bottomed sauce pan over a low flame, whisk together the milk, Nutella, cocoa powder, and espresso (if using). Add cinnamon stick. Simmer for about 5 minutes, to allow flavors to meld.

Serves one, generously.

As soon as I try it out, I'll let you know. I promise.

wow... multiply benar-benar diblok.... x__X

20th Thing: A Hobby of Mine

Cooking, definitely!

I love food, I love trying new food, I love trying new recipe...

I found my self very calm during the process of making something. It's kind of therapeutic. Although I'm still an amateur for this, I love cooking for people I love.

I also appreciate home cooking so much because for me food has always been important to people and their home and families. I'd like to know what kind of food a family would have daily. And most importantly, what's the story behind every meal.

It's been 3 months since I got employed, and can you imagine how I miss my therapeutic session in the kitchen? I am totally missing it! I tried to cook but it didn't work out. I'm always too busy, or too exhausted to cook. Maybe next weekend? Hopefully.

The Princess and The Frog

Salah satu kejadian paling lucu yang terjadi di Jember bulan Desember kemarin adalah ketika Paura tiba-tiba histeris dan berlari dengan kaki kecilnya yang masih belum stabil, menuju ke sebuah patung kodok di taman kecil di penginapan kami.

Dan inilah yang dia lakukan begitu ia berhadapan dengan patung kodok.

:) :) :) :)

Aku dengan semangat memanggil ayahnya untuk segera mengabadikan momen lucu ini.

Sebulan kemudian... film The Princess and The Frog rilis di Indonesia. Aku sudah lihat preview-nya di Jember. Princess-nya jauh lebih lucu dan cantik... sementara kodoknya lebih malang karena dia cuma patung :P

19th Thing: A Talent of Mine

What would it be?

I love... writing, cooking, baking, playing piano...
But I can't tell what talent I've got...

And.. oh... blogging in the middle of the night with tired mind (and eyes) is very challenging.

I should get some sleep, though I don't feel like I want to.

o__X

18th Thing: Whatever Tickles My Fancy

For today's 'whatever tickles my fancy',  I would like to say that I might have the worst place to work ever, but at least, I think, I have the best friends to work with.

:)

17th Thing: An Art Piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

I prefer latte art.. how about that, huh?



It's too pretty to sip.


Image: yoppy

Soon

I'm going crazy.
I'm going nuts.
I'm going mad.
I'm going out of my mind.

Oh no...
They all have the same meaning.
Fine..
Here's the different one.

I'm going out of here.

Maybe not now.
Not this very second.

But I'm 100% sure.
It's gonna be very
SOON.

Stupid Morning News

If you think shutting the internet connection will make us a better employee,

think again.

If you think that's the good idea, then give me that damn tasks and stop being ridiculous!

Don't you think waking up every morning and not knowing what to do at the office won't kill me?

It's killing me!

Aaaarrrgh!

Auditory

I can't stand bad songs, with bad lyrics.
I can't stand bad lines, with bad voices.
I can't stand bad words, with bad tones.

My ears are too sensitive.
I am an auditory person.
That's why I love earphone, earplug, good music, and silence.

Alexis Gosselin once said this when she tried to comfort her sick mom,
"I yike peace, and quiet, and
hot chocoyate"

And I couldn't agree with that 4 years-old girl more.

Oh, how I miss watching them and hearing their cute voices... :(

Kosakata Kantor

Kantor kami punya beberapa kosakata yang hanya dipahami dikalangan kami saja sebagai bahasa pergaulan. Tapi, maaf... saya termasuk orang yang tidak tahan mendengar sesuatu yang terdengar janggal di telinga.. apa pun bentuknya... lagu, ucapan seseorang, percakapan di film, naskah iklan, dan lain-lain.

Nah, tadi... seseorang mencoba mengkonfirmasikan arti sebuah kata gaul (yang berlaku hanya di kantor kami) kepada saya.

"Nnis... kamu kan copy writer... coba apa arti 'RESS'???"

Beruntung, biarpun terhitung masih berstatus anak baru, saya sudah sempat diberi tahu arti kata 'ress' itu. Tapi ketika itu, saya tanpa pikir panjang justru menjawab, "Nggak ada di kamus gue."

Seisi ruangan tertawa terbahak-bahak. Orang yang bertanya menelan ludah dengan berat dengan ekspresi kecewa. Sementara saya memasang tampang 'tak terjadi apa-apa' alias tampang datar sambil selintas melihat ekspresi bos saya yang tersenyum lebar sambil tetap menatap layar komputernya.

"Saya orang Indonesia, mbak.." sambung saya lagi.

Dania kemudian langsung menimpali... "RESS!!!"

Hahahahahahaha...

16th Thing: A Song That Makes Me Cry (or Nearly)

Sarah McLachlan - Angel

I remember I was on my way to a wedding reception with the whole family. Out of sudden, the radio played this song.

That day was the first week after my good friend, Tya, passed away. I remember I couldn't help crying all the way to the reception. Even after the song stopped. The whole family member let me cry my heart out without saying a word.

I was missing her too much that moment.

It's been over 5 years since she's been gone, and I still feel the bitter sweet feeling whenever I hear the song.

Enneagram Test Results

Oh well, I'm currently unoccupied. Don't blame me. At least I'm learning to know my self better, hahahaha...

Main type	Variant

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and this also...

Enneagram Test Results Type 1 Perfectionism |||||||||||||||||| 73% Type 2 Helpfulness |||||||||||||| 53% Type 3 Image Awareness |||||||||| 36% Type 4 Sensitivity |||||||||| 36% Type 5 Detachment |||||||||||| 50% Type 6 Anxiety |||||||||||||||| 66% Type 7 Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50% Type 8 Aggressiveness |||||| 26% Type 9 Calmness |||||||||||||||| 66% Your main type is 1 Your variant is social

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Jung Test Result

I happen to visit an interesting tumblr and decided to take the test just like she did...

ISFJ - "Conservator". Desires to be of service and to minister to individual needs - very loyal. 13.8% of total population.

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15th Thing: A Fanfic

Aaaaa... so day 15 finally came.

*sigh

What should I write about a fanfic?

...

...

...

No, I won't make up the story and write it down here.

...

I never read a fanfic and because of that, I can't write anything for today's thing.

If any of you have no idea about fanfic, here's a link that might help.. just in case~ :D

See ya tomorrow, then~ ahahahaha..

14th Thing: A Non-Fictional Book

This book got me thrilled, mad, and even prayed for Chaplain Yee.

“An act of terrorism, the taking of innocent civilian lives, is prohibited by Islam, and whoever has done this needs to be brought to justice, whether he is Muslim or not.”


“My story is a warning to all people here in the country that the current approach to waging war on terrorism from within our own borders is truly a threat to civil liberties.”

- James Yee

Image: Samara Lectures

13th Thing: A Fictional Book

The greatest fictional book / children book ever written.
Deep, smart, yet sweet, thoughtful and funny.

"Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye."
- Little Prince. Chapter XXI

"But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart..."
- Little Prince. Chapter XXV

Image: OneParticularWave

12th Thing: Whatever Tickles My Fancy

I'm doing it right now.
Dreaming, planning, building the future.
I'm doing it neatly, patiently, and passionately.
It makes me sooo in looove with it.

Oh future..
You're not here yet...
That is why I really, really, really love you.

Image: workisnotajob

11th Thing: A Photo Of Me Taken Recently

Look, Paura (my youngest cousin) successfully surprised me... and her dad successfully grabbed the moment.

She's just beyond adorable and totally in love with Aqua... I don't know why~ Huahahahaha.

10th Thing: A Photo Of Me Taken Over 10 Years Ago

I think this photo was taken in 1995.

What I love about this photo is that the three of us (me, Fina, and Ari) looked not similar to each other. We didn't look like siblings, hahaha.

Ari looked totally Caucasian. Fina looked Mongoloid. While, I looked like a mixed of Malay-Caucasian.

That time, no one would believe we were born from the same parents :D

Ngidam Film Animasi di Hari Guling-guling

Setelah keinginan nonton film perang terpenuhi... sekarang jadi pengen nonton film animasi yang ringan dan lucu. Yang bisa ditonton sambil guling-gulingan, ga pake mikir apa-apa...



Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs untuk akhir pekan ini sepertinya seru... Atau ada rekomendasi lain? Atau... ada yang mau ikut? Hihihihihi...


Image: teaser-trailer

9th Thing: A Photo I Took

This photo's taken 2 or 3 years ago. Ali got hospitalized because of dengue fever (for the second time). But he still got his smile and spirit though he wasn't able to run out and play. Why? I was so sure it's because he got his ultimate companion / big sister, Nadya, on his side.



I love this photo, as much as I love both of them.

8th Thing: A Photo That Makes You Sad

It's so hard for me to find a photo that makes me sad.

Really.

So, when I saw this... I thought, I've never seen anything sadder than this.



Oh, poor kitty...

What's bothering you? Did someone break your heart?


Image: here

7th Thing: A Photo That Makes Me Happy

So, what photo that makes me happy so far?


This one...






I love our happy expression.
I remember I was happy too that day.
And I feel happy whenever I see it.

I miss that day.
Don't you, my dear kitties?
Huahuahuahuahuhauhauha...

6th Thing: Whatever Tickles My Fancy

Isn't it just darling?

I sure want one.

Someday.




Image: musicbox-piano

5th Thing: My Favorite Quote

As a major coward, this is my favorite quote. Every time I read, or remember this, feels like a painful slap on my face.

"Just try it, just for a second -
try being brave. And stop cowering!"

- Despereaux (Matthew Broderick)
From Tale of Despereaux

4th Thing: My Favorite Book

I've been keeping Enid Blyton's Tell A Story books for.. almost 17 years. I have four series (out of 18) and still read them.

Enid Blyton was the first author I know and she was one of the most successful children's storytellers of the twentieth century. I adore her.

When I read the first copy of her book, I thought (as a 6 years old) she was a kid, just like me. I wanted to have bunnies come out from the wall paper and play with me. I wanted to have the enchanted umbrella. I wanted to play with the clockwork kangoroo. I thought Enid Blyton was a very lucky little girl!

Now, being a 23 years old, I am keeping these books for me and and my future children. I want them to be able to read great stories like I did.

My life on the wwwworld

How many social network accounts do you have on the internet?

I have... hmm.. let me count.

I had Friendster account, and got it disabled.

I have Facebook account for friends, family, and colleagues. Strangers are not allowed. I don't add people randomly, and I don't like to make new friends on Facebook. I have once wrote about it. But if you still want to know why, it's simply because Facebook, for me, is for reconnecting my relationship with them.

I have Multiply account. It's my home. And yeah, guest may visit but I won't let them stay until midnight. Only certain people are allowed to spend nights at my house, and they are, you, my friends. :D

When people started to tweet, I didn't, and still don't. Updating status can be done on my Facebook. Oh well... hahahahaha.

Just yesterday, I found this interesting network called Formspring.me. I like the idea of "Ask me anything" so I signed up. The first 3 questions were automatically questioned by them. Then? *...*

Today, I signed up for Tumblr. I have visited so many Tumblr sites and inspired. People on Tumblr speaks up. It's a wordplay world. From the cheesy line, to the 'wow' line. And when I figured out that Tumblr now has a feature exactly like Formspring.me, I disabled myFormspring.me account. Well, it's not enough having only one feature, although it's very interesting.

So, what will I do with my Tumblr? I'll be a promiscuous blogger there. Blog and re-blog.

Got it? No? Bye then~ Hahahahahahaha.

Pink, Black, Red, White, WHAT THE HELL!

Sepanjang hari gue ga buka Facebook. Gue juga ga punya Twitter. Jadi gue baru bertanya-tanya lalu terkejut-kejut beberapa menit yang lalu ketika gue menemukan status teman-teman perempuan gue di Facebook berisikan 'warna'.

Misalnya gini..

Jane Doe: pink.

Karena gue ga main Twitter, gue pikir itu adalah 'kode' baru di ranah Twitter. Jadilah gue bertanya pada Rossi, yang memang punya account Twitter.

"RED MDMOUSE apa sih Ross?" tanyaku di YM.

"Ha? Ga tau... aku main twitter, tp jujur gak ngerti itu" jawabnya.

Okey.

Maka dimulailah pencarianku saat itu.

Ternyata...

*sigh*

Perempuan-perempuan itu menuliskan warna bra mereka. (Tapi gue juga ga tau apakah itu MDMOUSE sesungguhnya). Yang jelas, begitulah intinya.

Oh wow.

That is just stupid, girls. Unbelievably cheapo...

WHY GOD, WHY??? hahahahahahahahaha...

Gue pun ga sanggup menahan diri untuk tidak melontarkan celaan bagi mereka (pada Rossi, yang akhirnya tau juga soal ini..)

Kalimat diatas juga gue tulis di kotak status Facebook gue, berharap ada yang tersentil, tapi susah juga.. hahaha..

Wow..

...

Kehabisan kata-kata...

Benar-benar sulit dipercaya.

BUAT APAAAAAAA COBAAAAAA??

*sigh*


Memang, mental orang Indonesia cuma mental "ikut-ikut"... Yang ga jelas juntrungan dan esensinya gini kok diikutin??

Haah... gagal nonton film perang jadi nyampah deh, haahahahaha..

3rd Thing: My Favorite TV Show

I love FRIENDS. Well, who doesn't? Hahahahaha...

It's my #1 mood booster. I could spend a whole day curl up on couch watching any episode of Friends. I can't never pick my favorite character because for me they're all great and hilarious.

Friends might be the only TV shows that I could careless about. I mean, they did awesome. It's done perfectly until the season finale. No complain. Just sit back, watch and laugh as loud as I can. Easy and always makes me happy.

Image: e4

Ngidam Film Perang

Aku lagi pengen nonton film perang yang kejam, berdarah-darah dan berdaya ledak tinggi. Penuh adegan patriotik dengan mayat bergelimpangan di mana-mana.





Pengen banget.
Butuh pelepasan emosi.



Image: Taegukgi on popseoul

2nd Thing: My Favorite Movie

No matter how much I love war movies. No matter how much I love every Disney-Pixar movies, this is my ultimate favorite movie, yet.



I couldn't get enough of it. I have watched more than 5 times and still loving it.
I love each character. From the main fish to the supporting whale. I even love the plankton!!

And "Nemo" is such a cute name, very adorable, ear-catchy and easy to remember. I told my mom once, "I want to name my son after Nemo," and she just giggled. I said "seriously," and she walked away. Hahahahaha.

Hampir 3 bulan

Setelah hampir tiga bulan, inilah satu-satunya hal yang paling sering ingin saya lakukan di sini... tapi belum kesampaian, hahahahahaha...




Image source: social notes houston

Ngeles Pangkal Pandai

Yeah, blame me for being too smart, then... hahahahahaha

Thank you, Jettyjet. You saved my life. :D

When a pack of snack with MSG tastes better than your homemade lunch box meal, it means you need a lunchbox make over.

Why do we shout when we get angry?

I happen to visit this tumblr (it's now double dose a day) and I got this.

It reminds me of my own blog about how we should (or it might be best if I refer to myself) manage anger.


One day, a professor asked his students ‘Why do we SHOUT instead of speak when we are ANGRY?’

All the students thought for a while. One answered ‘Because we lost our cool. That’s why we SHOUT.’

Asked the professor again, ‘But the person is just right next to you, why can’t we talk softly but have to SHOUT?’

Everyone gave their opinions but none was accepted by the professor.

Lastly explained by the professor ‘When we are ANGRY, our hearts drift apart. To mask the DISTANCE we felt, we instinctively SHOUT instead of speak so the other party can hear us.’

‘But as we SHOUT, we get ANGRIER. And we felt we drift apart further. So we SHOUT even louder…’

‘It is the opposite when we are in love. Not only we do not shout, we whisper into each other ears. Why?’

‘This is because our hearts are very close, almost never apart. As our love deepen, we reach a state of communication where there is no need for words.’

‘We understand each other well enough just by exchanging look,’ concluded the professor.

‘Therefore, when we are arguing, DO NOT speak words that will make our hearts drift apart. WAIT a few days. When you feel your hearts are no longer far apart, pick up the conversation and continue from there.


So for me, it is still a long journey to be on that point of controlled anger. I don't shout much when I get angry, instead I shut myself but still I look terribly angry. But reading that story could be a good reminder for me. How about you?

Lo pikir gue pengen bikin kesalahan?! Diem deh lo! Berisik!!!

Battle Studies

Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Music
Genre:	Blues
Artist:	John Mayer

Singkat saja, album ini berisikan ode untuk patah hati.
Siap-siap garuk aspal bagi yang sedang patah hati, hahahaha...

Oh, Johneeeeeee... :D

1st Thing: My Favorite Music

No doubt, not a single second thought. My all time favorite music is one of the greatest masterpieces from the world's greatest composer, Ludwig van Beethoven.

I just love it since the first time I heard it.

I grew up learning piano and all I remember is how wish I could play it. I wish I could see the master conduct the philharmonic orchestra in front of my eyes.

Here's the link if you really want to hear it. I just uploaded it on my Jukebox.

I hate being in a bad mood. I need a mood booster now!

I plead guilty.

Baaaddddd Day

Gue lagi ga mau jadi orang yang penuh semangat dan berjiwa positif malam ini, karena sepanjang hari, terlalu banyak kejadian buruk yang bikin mood jadi berantakan.

Diawali dari tumbler yang tertinggal di mobil, menyebabkan gue harus rela bikin kopi di kantor atau beli di kantin. Sampai kantor, air panas ga mateng-mateng, sampe jam setengah 10 pagi sementara rasanya mata (dan semangat) udah harus ditendang kafein. Akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk menyusul Ditha dan Uchil ke kantin. Hanya 3 menit, kemudian terjadilah insiden ketika Uchil, Ditha, dan Mas Ate sadar bahwa gue... ternyata pakai baju yang setipe dengan OB. Mau detilnya? Oke...

Wardrobe nnisa: polo shirt off white, cargo hijau tua (hijau army), sneakers putih andalan.
Wardrobe OB: kemeja off white, celana bahan ijo.

Hari ini adalah hari pertama para OB mengenakan seragam baru itu, jadi mana gue tau??? Lagian, mengutip pertanyaannya Mas Ate, "kok lo bisa-bisanya sih, Bo, pakenya samaan gitu?" dan gue hanya bisa menjawab dengan histeris, "MANA GUE TAUUUU?!?"

Habislah.
Sepanjang hari habis dicela anak-anak, seisi ruangan plus Mas Ate (yang notabene dari lantai satu).

Belum selesai. Kebetulan juga hari ini gue ga bawa bekal makan siang, jadi terpaksa harus makan siang di bawah... Panas menyengat, tapi gue rela pake jaket hitam supaya mereka berhenti meledek. Berhenti meledek? Nggak juga sih.

Setelah itu, seperti biasa, pekerjaan sepi-sepi aja. Gue dan Meiph udah bikin janji mau ketemu pulang kantor di Poins, jadi saat itu sangat berharap semoga ga dikasih kerjaan di penghujung jam pulang. Ternyata, datanglah pekerjaan yang tidak penting, plus... revisian buku yang tak kunjung usai.

Gue selesai mengerjakan semuanya (kecuali revisi buku yang ditunda sampai besok) pada pukul 17.30 dan sangat terkejut ketika ingat bahwa Trans Bintaro punya jadwal sendiri. 17.40 berangkat dari BTC. Langsung ngebut beres-beres dan berhasil keluar kantor pukul 17.35. Sempat dapat bus? Tidak. Terpaksa menunggu dengan dongkol sampai bus berikutnya pukul 18.10. Hebat.

Akhirnya, gue sampai di Poins pukul 18.35. Meiph sudah menunggu dengan manis di kursi A&W. Gue hanya sempat menumpahkan keluh kesah (masih soal seragam OB dan pekerjaan 'tukang ketik') selama lima menit, kemudian kami memutuskan untuk sholat maghrib. Setelah sholat, apa yang terjadi? Mama telepon dan bilang bahwa dia sudah sampai di Poins, untuk menjemputku.

GREAT.
GREAT.
GREAT.

Kenapa harus dijemput? Kan tadi udah bilang bakal pulang sendiri, entah naik apa... naik D15 juga gampang, kalo males jalan ke terminal bisa naik taksi. Kenapa?

Udah. Gue udah ga perlu lagi alasan yang dimulai dengan "tapi kan nyokap lo..." karena gue udah tau semua kalimat macam apa yang akan kalian ungkapkan. Ini bukan soal perhatian atau kekhawatiran atau segala macem. Ini soal betapa gue telah melewati segala halang rintangan untuk menuju satu hal yang bisa membuat hari gue lebih baik (ketemu seorang sahabat dan berbagi cerita) tapi ternyata digagalkan dengan cara yang *sigh* begini.

Game over. Jagoannya mati. Nyawanya abis dimakan anak-anak kantor, bus trans bintaro, serta mama dan papa.

My Kind of 30 Things

Yeay! Aku akan melakukan 30-day blog challenge lagi! hahahahha... Konsepnya didapat dari sini, dan sepertinya akan jadi menarik meskipun temanya sudah ditentukan untuk masing-masing hari, dari hari pertama sampai hari ke-30. Jadi namanya 30 things aja.

Day 01 → Your favorite song

Day 02 → Your favorite movie

Day 03 → Your favorite television program

Day 04 → Your favorite book

Day 05 → Your favorite quote

Day 06 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 07 → A photo that makes you happy

Day 08 → A photo that makes you angry/sad

Day 09 → A photo you took

Day 10 → A photo of you taken over ten years ago

Day 11 → A photo of you taken recently

Day 12 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 13 → A fictional book

Day 14 → A non-fictional book

Day 15 → A fanfic

Day 16 → A song that makes you cry (or nearly)

Day 17 → An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)

Day 18 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 19 → A talent of yours

Day 20 → A hobbie of yours

Day 21 → A recipe

Day 22 → A website

Day 23 → A YouTube video

Day 24 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Day 25 → Your day, in great detail

Day 26 → Your week, in great detail

Day 27 → This month, in great detail

Day 28 → This year, in great detail

Day 29 → Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days

Day 30 → Whatever tickles your fancy

Ready or not, here I coooomeeee! :D

If I were...

Got this from my daily dose of tumblr, just because I have nothing to do, here, in the bamboo forest... Hahahahahaha...

You may leave now, really. This is not important. But if you like to do your own version, let me know. Yes, I want to read your own version. Why? Have I told you why I did this in the first line? :P


If I were a month, I’d be October, just because it's the month that I was born on.
If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday and happy for tomorrow :D
If I were a time of day, I’d be 07.00, awake but not sleepy.
If I were a planet, I’d be the Saturn. Pretty with rings.
If I were a sea animal, I’d be a whale.
If I were a direction, I’d be forthright.
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd pretty comfy window seat.
If I were a historical figure, I'd be nobody. I couldn't think of anyone, really.
If I were a liquid, I'd be luscious coffee.
If I were a gemstone, I’d be a blue lace agate, simply because it's blue.
If I were a tree, I’d be a lemon tree. People can make a jug of lemonade out of me, haha.
If I were a tool, I'd be a kitchen tool: balloon stainless steel whisk.
If I were a flower, I’d be white lily.
If I were a kind of weather, I’d be beautifully sunny blue sky with chubby white clouds. Look just like Andy's wallpaper (Toy Story).
If I were a musical instrument, I’d be a baby grand piano.
If I were a color, I’d be white.
If I were an emotion, I’d be happy.
If I were a fruit, I’d be an orange.
If I were a sound, I’d be the sound of the sky. Have you listened? :P
If I were an element, I’d be water.
If I were a car, I’d be city car.
If I were a food, I'd be a homemade meal.
If I were a place, I’d be a garden with a wooden bench.
If I were a material, I’d be something, haha.
If I were a taste, I’d be mellow and not too sweet.
If I were a scent, I’d be freshly baked cookies.
If I were an object, I’d be a paper.
If I were a body part, I’d be eyes.
If I were a facial expression, I’d be a smile.
If I were a song, I’d be an everlasting children song.
If I were a pair of shoes, I’d be sneakers that won't hurt anyone's feet.

Oh yeah, this is gonna be the day when, in the future, they would asked, "hey, remember when she experienced the similar wardrobe incident to office boys?" Pengen pulaaaaaaang... ganti bajuuuuuu.... ahauhauhauhauhauhaua...

The Ego Has Landed

Ego madness.
Zero toleration. 
Never ending argument.
No solution.

I need air.
I need to go from all of this.
I need this to be done instantly, simultaneously!

Tired.
Tired.
Tired.

But we've come this far.

Would you quit?
I would.
I WOULD LOVE TO QUIT.
I don't want to sacrifice anything over this stupidity.
So let's call it quit!

Or just take it.
Take it as it is.

This is not about the wedding!!!
This is about the marriage.
And they got married anyway!
Don't you get it????