i am whatever you said i am.

I am too selfish for this one thing because I don’t want to re-do the same old mistake. I don’t want to fall in to the same whole again.

I could and I am done rearrange my feelings. So why couldn’t you?? Is that hard for you to keep it all by your self? Is it important to share it to everyone as you like but on the other side, there is someone hurt behind?

Now, I know everything. Now everyone knows (and it’s all because of you. You’re the one who spilled it out to them). So, is it still worth it to explain all over again to me? You’re wasting many things. You’re wasting your time, wasting your energy for something that I have already known.

Here..You even knew the answer, so please go. I’m not the one that you’re searching for. No. Not me.

It’s been too long that you have let me in this so uncomfortable situation. And now you still want to let me in a confusion? Ah, come on!!

For you, telling all maybe is the right thing to do. But, do you ever considering what would I feel?